Really even if after a year and a half and nothings gone right how the **** are you expected to just keep on?

wife runs off lost my job house truck and kids are gone....over 6 months without a job and becoming a parasite instead of something worth anything..........wetbacks and other taking jobs and getting them and being ex military worked all kinds of shitty jobs to end up with nothing.....................you tell me.............get shot down at every job opportunity cause for a ******* waiters job they want 3 years prior exp..........or walking into interviews and meeting the guy walking out that got the job or getting attacked by 2 pitts walking down the street or jumped by 3 assholes that are just being assholes.....oh but guess what those assholes have jobs WTF.....................